Goodbye Coldie?

I was devastated when I opened Anukayayun.blogspot.com and found no posts in it. I was frozen for awhile trying to absorb what's in front of my very eyes. I couldn't believe it. It felt like I just went through a very heavy work out because my energy drained in a snap. I then felt a pinch in my heart... Then tears started to fall. I can't help it. They streamed down my face like Niagara falls. 

If you've read my very first post in the blog you'd know why I reacted like that. I never knew who Coldman really is. He was anonymous to his readers but some of them got to meet him in person. Unfortunately, I was one of those unlucky ones who never got the chance to know the person behind 'Coldman'. I wish I was.

Coldman was my hero. He inspired me. He's like one of my very first mentors on how to make it in the real world. His blog posts would make me laugh, cry, drop my jaw from amazement, give me butterflies, and feed my mind. I learned a lot from him and his experiences. Though I never knew him personally, judging from his posts, I can tell that he's a very good person. No! Scratch 'good'. I would say that he's a very awesome person. Complete package eh. He has the sense of humor everyone is looking for in a guy, the brains, everything... :) If he wasn't gay and way older than me, I would probably go search for him and propose to marry me. Hehe. I tell you, he's one of the coolest ever! If I would be given a chance to read his blog again, I won't even hesitate to do so. His is really my favorite out of all my favorites.

Coldman, wherever you are right now I hope you're happy. And I hope you already found the one true love that you (if not looking for) deserve. I wish you all the best, Coldie! I hope one day we'll meet so I could tell you personally how thankful I am to you. And so I could see how gwapo you really are. ;) Problem is, I don't even know your name. 

You my not know it, but you left a huge impact in my life. Thank you for inspiring me. I will never forget you. 

I miss your posts already... :( Paramdam ka naman!