Distracted

Hearts All Over The Place

Since I don’t have someone to spend the Valentine’s Day with I decided to just treat myself on the 14^th of February. I went to the mall and roam around. Love birds are everywhere, game zone, stairs, supermarket, department store, restaurants, book stores, they’re all over the place. I went to a movie house to watch a romantic comedy film ALONE! Though the lights are turned off I can still see couples hugging each other and happily enjoying each other’s company. I sat between the two couples in the last row since I have no choice ‘cause there are lots of people inside the movie house. In the middle of the movie I decided to transfer seat because I can no longer stand the sweetness of the couples that surround me and to avoid diabetes. The movie is good. I had a good laugh, but it’s even better if you have someone beside you to laugh with and to hug ‘cause its too cold in there. I can’t help but to hug myself.

*SIGH*

Happy… I mean BELATED HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY EVERYONE!

P.S.

Before the Valentine’s Day, I bought myself some chocolates and balloons, just to feel the spirit of Valentine. LOL!

Scream

I’m so URGGGGGHHHHHHH… Really EEERRRRRRRRR. What’s happening to me? AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm about to go crazy. TONIGHT'S THE NIGHT... It's Taylor's concert!!! PLEASE, grant me miracle. I will close my eyes and when I open them I wish I'll be in ARANETA and together with the other SWIFTIES screaming our LOVE to Taylor Swift. Please, just one single MIRACLE.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I want to….. SSCCCCCRRRREEEEAAAMMM!!!!!!!

Credits to: Google.com

What I LOVE (1)

-blog hopping

-veggies (just recently)

-KPOP

-chopped bananas with skimmed milk

-coffee

-gravy

-Pearl Light Green

-chicken (everything chicken)

-Taylor Swift

-SS501

-french fries

-sleeping

-reality shows

-making faces in the mirror

-laughing

-hearts

-the sky

-water

-blogging

-myself ;-)

Heart's Day

:(

Get it?

Credits to: Google.com

KyuSaeng Fanmeet Day

Today is the fanmeet day! At wala akong nagawa kundi ang magmukmok sa harap ng laptop ko at maghintay sa mga updates ng mga Triple S about KyuSaeng. Inggit na inggit ako sa mga nakadalo sa fanmeet. Nararamdaman ko sa mga updates nila kung gano kasaya dun sa venue. Andaming nangyari and yet I wasn’t there to witness everything. Gusto ko na lang umiyak. Pero alam ko naman na wala akong magagawa kahit umiyak ako ng isang baldeng luha. Naiinis lang ako. Nakakainis na wala ako sa mga ganung pagkakataon. Naiinis ako dahil wala akong kakayahang masaksihan ang mga panyayaring minsan lang mangyari. Nakakainis lang. Pero kahit papano. Masaya ako dahil nandito sila sa Pilipinas. Wala man ako dun nagagawa ko pa ring maging masaya para sa mga nakapanood. Sana lang sa susunod isa na ako sa mga fans na mag-uupdate tungkol sa kanila.

Chatting With A Stranger

I had a very good chat with a stranger. We started rudely and nastily but we ended up getting along very well with a very good conversation! I learned a lot from him. But I lied about my identity, I so regret it!!! I should’ve told him the truth for he also told me the truth about him. Now, I really can’t get over with that conversation. That was really fun! Thanks to that stranger. He amazed me!

S***** R*********, that’s his name.

ENOUGH!!!

Forever And Always

Taylor Swift, my very first ultimate fandom, is coming here in the Philippines on February 19 for a huge concert. I’ve been dreaming for this big event. It’s my dream for Taylor to come here in the Philippines because I thought it’s the only way for me to see her while she’s still in the limelight and while I’m still an active fan. I even bought this piggy bank and promised to fill it with coins and bills for me to have something to spend when this time comes but sadly I failed to fill it and until now it’s still half empty. So now I have to suffer. Yes, suffer! Missing Tay’s concert in my country is a way of suffering. Of course, its one of my ultimate dream but now that it’s about to happen I’m wishing for this event to be cancelled and not to happen anymore. I’m wishing for Tay’s flight to be cancelled or for the organizers, producers and sponsors to back out. But of course I can’t really control everything that’s why I’m telling myself to just accept it, accept the mere fact that I can’t watch Taylor perform live in my country, accept the fact that one of my dreams will always remain a dream and will never come true. But it's hard for me to admit it and let it happen without doing anything. Taylor is expecting for her big fans not to miss her concert and should be their screaming her name and cheering for her while she’s performing with all her best, I’m sure knowing that one of her big fans missed her concert without even trying to do something to catch her live would make her somehow disappointed. But duh! I did something to be there though I can’t say that I did everything but at least I did something. I tried my best to be able to be on that concert ground with her. But luck is just not on my hands right now. I don’t have money and can’t afford to buy that ticket worth more than a thousand bucks to see her concert and that plane ticket to Manila and my parents will definitely not allow me to go to Manila alone or won’t even accompany me to go there though money is provided for some reason and I’ve got nothing to do with it. Crying a bucket of tears, screaming with all my voice, breaking all our plates and glasses and punching the walls won’t even change anything. But for sure I can’t stop my tears from falling on that day of the concert thinking that Taylor is on that stage in Araneta singing my favorite songs which she composed and sang and with all that fans screaming and singing along. I can’t and I won’t stand it. I’d rather cry everything off than just let my heart break wearing a poker face and pretending that it’s alright. I’d be very envious to all the people who’ll be there and will be talking about her awesome performances on the Facebook fan page and twitter the day after. It’ll surely kill me. It’ll surely make me feel that as if someone’s stabbing my heart. URGHHHHHH!!! AAAAHHHHHHH!!! I want to shout!!!!!!!!!!! I want to cry!!!!!!!!!!! I want to (No! Not die!!! But…) SMILE! Yes I want to smile and be happy for Taylor. I just want to be happy for her for finally she’s going to meet her Filipino fans (though not all of us) and she’ll know how she’s loved by the Filipinos.

But no matter what happens. NO MATTER WHAT! Though I don’t have all her albums, posters, magazines and though I won’t be able to watch her concert I’ll be FOREVER AND ALWAYS a TAYLOR SWIFT’s big fan.

Why I Hate February 2011

FOUR REASONS THAT MAKES ME HATE THIS MONTH OF FEBRUARY:

1.      February 5, 2011 - KyuSaeng Fanmeet that I can’t even watch live.

2.      February 26, 2011 - Super Show 3 of Super Junior that I can’t even watch live.

3.      February 19, 2011 – Taylor Swift Concert that I can’t even watch live.

4.      Lastly, February 14, 2011 – Valentine’s Day… I’m single!

Ottoeke???

What am I gonna do???

*SIGH*