Ay, Ang Tanga!

Ampota lang talaga! Ang tatanga ng mga classmates ko. Sila na! Sila na talaga. Isipin mo ha, pumupunta sila sa school everyday tapos gumagastos sila ng malaking halaga ng pera para sa tuition pero ni katiting ng lessons namin wala man lang silang natutunan. PUCHA LANG! Pag ako teacher nila tapos nalaman ko na matapos halos maubos ng laway ko kaka-explain ng lessons ko sa kanila tapos wala man lang silang na-intindihan ayyyyyy babatukan ko talaga sila isa-isa. Ang nakakainis pa dun kasi ako yung pinapa-explain nila. Ano ako assistant ng teacher? Di kasi sila marunong mag-approach sa teacher pag di nila na-intindihan yung lessons. Sa akin pa talaga sila magtatanong eh alam naman nila na mas may alam yung teacher sa akin, diba? Kung hindi sila tanga at kung gusto talaga nilang masagot yung tanong nila idadirect nila sa teacher yung tanong, diba? Nakaka-irita na kasi nasasayang lang yung perang binabayad nila tapos wala naman silang natututunan. Ano yun? Hello????? Kung di ka ba naman tanga eh pipilitin mong  makinig sa klase at intindihin yung lessons. Eh sila kasi puro chismis lang ang nalalaman. Alam mo yung wala silang paki-alam kung anong pinagsasabi ng teacher sa harap tapos pag nagquiz na dun sila magpapanic, magpapaturo sa akin, magpapa-explain. LECHE!!!! Di ako nag-aral para maging teacher niyo no! At lalong hindi din naman ako education major! POOOOOTA LANG! Mas mabuti pang di na lang sila nag-aral. At mas lalong mabuti sana kung sa akin na lang nila binabayad yung pinambabayad nila sa tuition nila para naman may motivation akong itutor sila, diba? Pero ang masaklap dun wala na nga silang binibigay sa akin ni singkong duling nagrereklamo pa talaga sila pag di ko nasagot ang tanong nila. EXCUSE ME! Hindi po ako si Google para malaman lahat at para masagot lahat ng tanong niyo. Ang mas nakaka-irita pa eh yung di man lang nila na-iisip na nakaka-istorbo na sila sa akin. For example, naka-schedule na yung mga gagawin ko, tapos may bigla na lang susulpot sa bahay magpapaturo ng napakasimpleng lesson. AY EWAN! ANG TANGA TALAGA! Kahit pa-ulit-ulit na inexplain ng teacher yung topic na yun talagang di niya pa nagets. MISS, saan mo ba nahulog yung utak mo? Siyempre, pagbibigyan ko naman siya kasi nga MABAIT AKO. So, masisira ang schedule ko. Imbes na ilalaan ko yung oras na yun sa pagrereview ko ilalaan ko na lang sa pag-explain ng topic ng pa-ulit-ulit sa kanya. Buti sana kung sirang plaka ako kasi di ako magsasawang ulit-ulitin yun pero tao kasi ako eh. Tsaka I have my own fucking plans at sumulpot ka lang kaya di pwedeng lahat ng oras ko ibuhos ko sayo. Tsaka problema sa mga classmates ko kasi di alam ang salitang privacy, basta na lang sumusulpot sa bahay hindi naman sila invited. Buti sana kung di sila nakaka-istorbo pero yung sobra na eh. Hindi ko na magawa yung mga dapat kong gawin kasi andiyan sila. ANG KUKULIT ANG SARAP PAGHAHAMPASIN ANG MGA PAGMUMUKHA! ANG KAKAPAL NG APOG!!!!!!!!!!! Pagdating sa school kinabukasan puro pangalan ko na lang naririnig ko. Oh diba, in demand ako. Pero nakakapagod lang kasi pare-pareho sila ng tinatanong! AMPOTEEEK! Tapos hindi pa ako natatapos sa pagsagot sa isang tanong may naririnig na naman akong tumatawag sa pangalan ko para magtanong na naman. Minsan talaga ang sarap pagsasampalin ng mga classmates ko. HAY NAKU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 


Bat kasi di sila marunong makinig? Tapos sisisihin yung teacher kasi daw di marunong magturo, kasi daw di kumpleto yung tinuturo, kasi ang bilis daw magturo. HELLO~?! You're no longer snotty high school students, okay???? COLLEGE NA KAYO! Dapat marunong kayong magself-study at maging resourceful dapat kayo. Pasalamat nga kayo kasi di pa kayo na-under dun sa mga terror na professors na iniba na ang definition ng salitang teacher. Pinapasa niyo pa sa iba yung mga pagkukulang niyo. Kung may lakas lang talaga ako ng loob matagal ko ng isinampal sa mga pagmumukha niyo yang mga pagkukulang niyo. NAKAKA-INIS NA!!!! Pagkatapos pa ng quiz/exam magrereklamo at manghihinayang. Nakaka-irita pakinggan ng mga pa-ulit-ulit nilang sinasabi! LINTIK NAMAN! Kung nag-aral sana kayo diba? Kung nakinig sana kayo eh di walang problema. NAKAKAPAGOD LANG KASI. PUTA LANG!


Kayo sa kalagayan ko? Anong iisipin niyo? Masyado na talaga nilang inaabuso ang katalinuhan at ang kabaitan ko. Di naman ako masyadong matalino eh, pero kasi may initiative ako, may independence and responsible ako. Alam ko ang mga consequences na dapat kong harapin once na hindi ako nakinig sa teacher. Ayoko kasi nung pagkatapos ng klase magtatanong pa ako sa mga kaklase ko tungkol sa pinaliwanag ng teacher tapos mali-mali yung mga information na binibigay niya. AYOKO TALAGA NG GANUN!


Hindi ba talaga sila mabubuhay ng wala ako? Pano na lang pag di na nila ako classmate? Ewan ko na lang kung anong mangyayari sa kanila. Wala na nga akong time mag-aral tapos magpapaturo pa sila. MASYADO NA SILANG PA-VIP! Kahit anak pa sila ng presidente no, di dapat sila gumaganyan. AASA NA LANG SA IBA. Pano pag wala din akong alam? Makukuntento na lang ba kayo na wala kayong sagot sa mga test papers niyo kasi wala akong masagot sa mga katanungan niyo? KELAN PA BA KAYO MAGBABAGO????? KELAN NIYO PA MATATANGGAP NA HINDI NA KAYO HIGH SCHOOL STUDENTS???? Hindi na kayo elementary para subu-an pa! OKAY????? POOTA LANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LECHE.................... NAKAKA-INIS! AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! ANG TATANGA NIYONG LAHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HANAPIN NIYO NGA YUNG MGA UTAK NIYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TSAKA WAG NIYO NA AKONG ISTORBOHIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LECHE............ VIP KAYO??????????????????????????????? EH NAAALALA NIYO LANG NAMAN AKO PAG MAY KAILANGAN KAYO SAKEN EH........... LECHE KAYONG LAHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! LECHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANONG PINAGMAMALAKI NIYO HA????????????????????????????? MAGANDA KAYO???????????????????? ANG LAKAS NG LOOB NIYONG MAGLANDI EH HINDI NGA KAYO MARUNONG MAG-INTINDI NG LESSONS NATIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH..............


Annoyed and pissed off,
Smo~

Cravings

I've been craving for arroz caldo for like a week already! >.< Ewan. Hinahanap-hanap talaga ng panlasa at sikmura ko eh. Kumain na naman ako last week pero iba yata yung nakain ko. Hindi yata yun arroz caldo. Iba ang lasa eh. Haha. 

I also want to eat puto bumbong~ Oo, simbang gabi na pero din pa rin ako nakakakain ng puto bumbong... Alam niyo kung bakit? Pila-pila ang mga tao, juice ko! Sold out palagi yung mga puto bumbong sa labas ng simbahan. Ang sosyal pa kasi may mga reservation echos pa sila. Nyaha! Talaga kasing feel na feel mo na malapit na ang pasko pag kumain ka ng puto bumbong. *sigh* Kelan ko kaya matitikmang muli ang sarap ng puto bumbong?

Pizza!!!! O diba? From Pinoy food to Italian. Haha! Ang tagal na kasi since the last time I ate pizza eh.. Di ko na maalala! Gusto ko ng pizza na maraming maraming mozzarella cheese!!! Naglalaway na ako!!!!!!

Have you seen their latest commercial? Hahaha. Ang adik lang. Gusto ko tuloy kumain nito para maconfirm kung tumutugtog nga ng Hey Daydreamer pag binuksan mo yung Cornetto disc. Hahaha.. 

Actually, marami pa akong gustong kainin. Gusto ko ng siomai, fries *drools*, gusto ko din ng hamon. Ay naku! >.< 

Ewan, naglilihi yata ako. LOL.

Happy Birthday Taylor Swift

This was supposed to be posted yesterday but I lost my connection! >.<

Anyway,

You're the first person to show me that being a fangirl 

isn't a waste of time. You make every cent that I spend on every 

Tay Swift merchandise I buy worth it. You were the first person to 

inspire me through music. You showed me that magic and 

fairy tale-like love story happen in real life. You were one of 

the people who helped me to find a place in this world.

You taught me how to get out of the shadows of

others and stop being invisible.

It all started with teardrops on my guitar and

I don't think it will ever end. You make me crazier with the 

beautiful music you make and, of course, your beauty.

I love your beautiful eyes, your laugh, everything. 

Even though I've met other people to idolize, I will 

still forever and always be fearless to tell everyone that I 

am a certified Taylor Swift fan and I will never quit being one, 

why should I? Tell me why should I quit because I can't 

find any reasons. You've signed my heart with a permanent 

marker, that's why.I will never stop listening to your 

wonderful songs. I will still be cheering for you, pray for you, 

sing with you, vote for you and congratulate you every time 

you win an award and that's the way I love you.

Please don't ever change. Promise us that you will 

never be one of those people who turned untouchable. 

Remain grounded and remain being the Taylor 

Swift we knew from the very beginning.

The Taylor Swift with a perfectly good heart.

I was enchanted to know you, Taylor.

The day I first heard your music was like 

the best day ever. 

Thank you, Taylor. Stay beautiful inside and out.


Happy birthday and may God bless you.

Lovin' life,

Smo~

Thank You, LORD

Lord, I thank you for everything. Words cannot express how thankful I am. THANK YOU SO MUCH. Thank you for always being there for me. You never left me... THANK YOU, LORD. THANK YOU FOR THIS ANOTHER YEAR YOU'VE ADDED INTO MY LIFE.

Happy birthday to me! ;)

Lovin' life,
-Smo-

Hello December, Goodbye November

Goodbye November.. Waaah! I can't believe it's already been 30 days! It feels like it was just a week ago when I said 'hello' to you.. But anyway, thank you for being so nice to me! :)

Hello December! OMG. I am so excited. Please, please, please be nice to me! 제발 잘해줘~

-Smo-

Birthday Wish

What do I want on my birthday? Besides a cake...... Hmmmm..... PRESENTS!!! Of course! Hahaha.. Who doesn't want presents?? Raise your hands!!! The people who raised their hands are hypocrites, liars and in denial! Honestly, I wish for lots and lots of presents for my birthday. I want everything on my wishlist to be given to me.. (Oops, forgot to post my birthday/Christmas wishlist here!) I don't like forcing people to give me presents though. I don't want them to give me things that are not from their heart. Gifts without sincerity are pieces of SHIT!


Anyway..... I am turning a year older again tomorrow! Waaaah. Time flies, really. I can't believe it has been a year already.... Time, please slow down. 


I love it when it's my birthday. For once in every year people around me make me so special....... They let me use that special day for me not to do house chores. Haha. I can't stop smiling because people are greeting me from time to time. My wall in Facebook is flooded with birthday greetings (with smileys). Even my friends in Facebook who are not really my friends in real life take time to write a birthday greeting on my wall. Those little things really make me happy. I appreciate it. Maybe that's why I am so excited for tomorrow. I've never been this excited before for my birthday. Haha! Plus, I'll be spending my special day with my family again. Not like last year. And also, my friends are coming so I am so ecstatic. I hope everything falls into places. Like what I said, it doesn't have to be perfect, I just want it to be memorable. So yeah, I hope everything turns out well. Good luck to me! :)


Wish? I wish for world peace, happiness, good health, SS501 comeback, the safety of my loved ones, success and of course, WEALTH! :P


Lovin' life
-Smo-

Birthday Cakes

So tomorrow (December 2) is gonna be my special day. My birthday! I was looking for birthday cake pictures online to add something interesting along with my birthday post and look what I found....

This cake is funny. REALLY! >.< I can't even.. HAHAHA!

Who would've think that this is a cake?

It's too cute. Thought it was a toy.

This one is super duper cute I'd be scared

to eat it. A fan made it for Ellen for the Ellen Show.

Winter cake.

Isn't it super cute? A cake with babies...

A cow cake... Haha. I want a pig!

An apology cake. NICE!

Space invader cake. LOL.

Looks like shit to me....

Haha. This is so sweet but... HOLE? WHITE? ROTFL!

Daddy! Teach your kids how to spell words!!!

Who wants to eat this cake? Not me.

The coolest wedding cake EVER!!! Hah!

An IPod cake!!!!!!

Harry Potter cake. Haha. But he doesn't 

look like Harry Potter to me.. LOL.

Look at Hogwarts, looks like a house of a witch.

Who would've thought this is a fucking cake??? 0_o

Super Mario cake with Mario and his princess on top ;)

Popcorn cake!!! Hahaha. SICK!

Tabasco cake. Waaah. Hope it doesn't taste like Tabasco. LOL.

I know, those were cool and sick cakes.. I want to have 'em all on my birthday and let everyone in our street eat everything. Hahaha! But to tell you honestly, I only want a simple cake for my birthday. Like this...

So.... Enjoy the cakes! ;)

-Smo-

(Photo source: Tumblr.com)

Ants and Spiders

THESE FUCKING CREATURES ARE RUINING MY LIFE!

This is what the spider inside our bathroom looks like.

I don't care what happens to the ecosystem if these damn creatures would go extinct and disappear like a bubble. ALL I WANT IS TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT THESE LITTLE MONSTERS! They're annoying like hell! They're so getting into my nerves.

GOODBYE.

-Smo-

My Seatmate, My Nightmare

This girl from school... Okay, I'm thinking of giving her a name since I've already posted a couple of entries about her before. Hmmm... What about, POOP??? LOL. That's too harsh. But it suits her, since she's so fond of poops. Haha. Okay. This poop girl from school, she's really getting into my nerves already. Like seriously! She's been following me all day today and she makes sure to be always sitting beside me EVERY FUCKING PERIOD. LIKE HELLO?!?!?!?!?!?! Are you my shadow or something??? ARGH! GET THE FUCKING LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's okay with me to be her seatmate for like one period.. But to be her seatmate for three periods is just TORTURE. PUHLEASE!!!!!!!! I don't wanna sit beside her the whole day... UGH, she's no fun at all! She's trying to be fun and all but it just doesn't work. She's just sooooo annoying. UUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH! >.< I really want to get rid of her. How do I get rid of her? Tell me. Tell me! TELL ME!!! I tried ignoring her but she still keeps on sticking to me like a damn glue. THE FUCK?! 


I'm sorry for this harsh post >.< I just can't help it! 


-Smo-

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!! ^_^

Goodbye October. Thanks for being so nice to me :) See you next year!


Hello November! Please, please, please be good! I am begging you! :)


Lovin' life,
-Smo-

"Why Nursing, Anna?"

Watch this video!

This girl, Anna, is just awesome. I like her. She's hilarious but witty. And after watching this video I found myself telling myself that nursing isn't really bad at all. Hmmm... 

Oh! And check her other videos, too!

Enjoy.

Lovin' life,

-Smo-

My Blog Turns One

Okay. Screw me! I totally forgot my blog anniversary last October 22! I was supposed to post something..... Something NICE. I don't know what that "something nice" is but... Yeah! I was just soooo stuck up with watching videos in YouTube that I totally forgot about my blog's first birthday! :( Sorry baby.......


It's my first time ever to have a blog that lasted a year (and counting)! So October 22 is really that special. I've treated this blog as my bestfriend because my friends are not that really into listening. I seriously have got no one to talk to about serious matters like stuffs that I've been posting in this blog. They just won't get it. They never will get it. And I just can't trust my friends because the next thing I know is everyone already knew my secret and I am the last person to know that they already know everything. I love my friends but they just don't know how to shut their fucking mouths and respect secrecy. So I've learned my lessons and never ever told anyone about my secrets and everything that I feel. But I just can't keep it to myself, GOODNESS, It'll drive me nuts! So this blog is really really helpful for me to just let everything out without any fear that someone would know these things. 


That's why to all the people who read this blog (which is kind of impossible because I never really thought that somebody would take time and read all this crap) you are so lucky because you all know my secrets and everything about me that my friends or anyone around me don't know... Haha! BUT if someone really reads my blog, thank you! :) Thank you for reading my thoughts because that's just what I need. 


But I don't really care if I have readers or none because all I want is to BLOG.


:)


(Belated) HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TO MY BLOG!!! 


Lovin' life,
-Smo-

I'm Sick -__-

I'm so sick today. I've been sick for two days now. I think my dad was right, I just need more sleep. This past 2 weeks my sleeping time would be around 2-3 AM and wake up around 9-10 AM. Wanna know what keeps me awake every night? No, you don't wanna know. Haha.


I think I really need some rest. >.< I can hardly open my eyes. I'm really really sick.


By the way, my blog anniversary is coming up. Wow, my blog is already turning a year older. I can't believe it. Time really flies so fast!


:)


Ugh, hope to get well soon...

Crush

Kinikilig lang ako sa short Twitter conversation namin ng crush ko. Hahaha! :D Waaaah! Ang bait niya lang kasi palagi siya nagrereply sa tweets ko. Pag di naman siya makareply nireretweet niya na lang. Eeeeeeeeh. >___< He's from America and he's conservative! Cute diba? And he also cares for the environment. 

Hope to be good friends with him someday, no, I want now! Hahaha! ;)

Lucky Guy by Kim Hyun Joong

Here's Kim Hyun Joong's music video for his latest single Lucky Guy... I love the MV and I hope you'd love it as much as I do. Go see for yourself! :)

Lyrics:

Mic Check 1, 2

Let Me Clear My Throat
Let Me Get This Ready

3, 2, 1, Let's Go

Hey neukimi joa
Oneuldo wanbyeokhaji
Deo keuge teojil geot gata
(Let's get it)
Hey gibuni joa
Nal hyanghae ssotajineun
Flash light iksokhajanha
(Let's get it)

Nega nareul gatgo sipeun geol ara
Yeogi jakkan nolda geogiro galke
Sorry for that
Ijebuteo jom deo sinnage nolawa
Naneun oneul Lucky Guy nikkan Hey

High, high, high, high
Modu ddwieo in the sky
(Shake it, shake it
Shake shake it, shake it, hey)
High, high, high, high
Jeonbu itgo in the sky
(Shake it, shake it
Shake shake it, shake it, hey)

Fly away (Fly away, Yeah)
Fly Away (Fly Away, Yeah)

So High, High, High, High
I bami kkeutkaji achimeul ggaeweo
Neowa na shake it

Every Body, eh eh, Every Body
Move Your Body
Move Move Your Body
Every Body, eh eh, Every Body
Shake It, Shake It,
Shake Shake It, Shake It

Hey, you little lady
Ja momi ganeudaero
Clap, clap, clap, you
Hand's now (Let's get it)
Hey, you sexy baby
Nun ssitgo chatjabwado
Nae nune nega jeil bitna

Hey, nega nareul gatgo sipeun geol ara
Yeogi jamkkan nolda geogiro galge
Sorry For That
Ijebuteo jom deo sinnage norabwa
Shhhhh
Geunyang neoreul naege matgyeo

High, high, high, high
Modu ddwieo in the sky
(Shake it, shake it
Shake shake it, shake it, hey)
High, high, high, high
Jeonbu itgo in the sky
(Shake it, shake it
Shake shake it, shake it, hey)

Fly away (Fly away, Yeah)
Fly Away (Fly Away, Yeah)

So High, High, High, High
I bami kkeutkaji achimeul ggaeweo
Neowa na shake it

Every Body, eh eh, Every Body
Move Your Body
Move Move Your Body
Every Body, eh eh, Every Body
Shake It, Shake It,
Shake Shake It, Shake It

Hey ja yeogil bwabwa
Nal mideo nal neukyeobwa
Woo
Oneulbam jeoldae amureon geokjeong malgo

High bangaweo your my lady
Idaero nae soneul jaba
I Wanna Go (I Wanna Go)
I Wanna Go (I Wanna Go)
I Wanna Go
Ni idaero nala Baby

High, high, high, high
Modu ddwieo in the sky
(Shake it, shake it
Shake shake it, shake it, hey)
High, high, high, high
Jeonbu itgo in the sky
(Shake it, shake it
Shake shake it, shake it, hey)

Fly away (Fly away, Yeah)
Fly Away (Fly Away, Yeah)

So High, High, High, High
I bami kkeutkaji achimeul ggaeweo
Neowa na shake it

Every Body, eh eh, Every Body
Move Your Body
Move Move Your Body
Every Body, eh eh, Every Body
Shake It, Shake It,
Shake Shake It, Shake It

COLDIE IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! Waaaaaah! :D

Instagram is LOVE

That Girl

Anong gagawin ko??? Naguguluhan na kasi ako! >.< I wanted to kick a friend out of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm talking about this GIRL! Yes, from the very first time we met hindi ko na siya nagustuhan... I TRIED LIKING HER~ Because she's this sweet, nice and all that but it didn't work out. I REALLY TRIED SO HARD TO LIKE AND LOVE HER~ But my heart, mind and even my soul refuse to. Now, some of my friends are starting to notice what I have noticed from the very beginning... LIKE, HELLO PEOPLE! She has been like that eversince, were you blind before? Or are you just stupid??? Why haven't you noticed that from the start??? UGH... Most of the time when everyone's backstabbing someone you'd never hear a single word from my mouth. I'd just listen to them and just keep my comments in my mind. I AM NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON. I'd rather keep it to myself than telling everyone the flaws and the bad side of someone. I mean, what's the point of spreading someone's bad attitude? Why would you tell other people first? Hindi mo nga masabi dun sa tao kung anong problema sa kanya tapos ipagsasabi mo pa sa iba yung maling ginagawa niya? YEAH, I'D RATHER KEEP IT TO MYSELF... Wala naman kasi akong lakas ng loob na pagsabihan yung tao. First, I don't want to hurt her feelings. Second, I don't want her to feel awkward when we'd see each other. Though awkward na kami ngayon kasi iniiwasan ko na siya. Ayoko na kasi talaga eh. I'm am sooooooo tired na makipagplastikan every time nagkikita kami. That's why I'd rather ignore her... Siya din naman mismo nagsabi, "Ignoring someone is better than PLASTICITY!". Sobrang tawang-tawa ako nito, pinost niya pa talaga sa FB... San niya ba pinulot yung PLASTICITY kasi??? Sana naman tiningnan niya muna yung word sa dictionary para alam niya yung meaning diba?! DUH~! So sinusunod ko lang ang sinasabi niya... Third, I don't have the guts to tell in front of her face that I HATE HER, because I'm afraid to hurt her and I'm sure she would just cry and be a baby just like what she always does!!!!! >.< 


I really wanna get rid of her.............................

A poem for my ADORABLE ONE...

"Smile For Me"

I was fascinated by your humor,

When you crack a joke I'm asking for more;

You are so funny that you make me cry,

Then you'd say "I'm serious." before a sigh.

Your laugh is the music in my ears.

That's why I'm wishing to see no more tears.

Please continue smiling my darling...

And all the flowers will be dancing.

Your smile is just like mine,

It is as bright as the sunshine;

It can even melt a million hearts.

Oh God please save those arts.

Whenever the rain is about to come out of my window;

Your smile is always there to wipe and stop the flow.

That's why I'll also be always here for you.

Ready to comfort if you're down and blue

-END-

Epekto ng Tampo

These past few days, masama ang loob ko kay Kim Hyun Joong dahil sa mga lumabas na balita about his last relationship which ended 5 months ago... Wala~ Affected lang ako. Kasi I felt betrayed eh. Di ko alam kung bakit ako nagkakaganito. HMP~ Kasi naman, isipin mo 5 months ago, February, asan si Leader? Busy sa promotion ng Playful Kiss to different countries in Asia, so he travels from one country to another. Namimiss siya ng mga fans at hinahanap-hanap... At habang nagkakaganyan ang mga fans may isang babae palang sikretong nasisiyahan dahil habang ang mga fans sabik na sabik kay Leader siya naman ang sarap ng halakhak dahil sa kanya bumabagsak ang alien (Leader)... Nakakainis lang dahil ngayon lang nagsabi si Leader ng mga relationships niya. At naiinis din ako sa mga lumalabas na articles dahil wala ni isa lang man sa kanila ang malinaw. Iba-iba yung mga interpretations nila! 


KIM HYUN JOONG!! BAKEEEET??? NASASAKTAN AKO...


Buong linggo akong bothered at bitter sa kanya... Yung mga pictures niya iniirapan ko~ HAHA~ Ako na ang baliw. Hindi ko siya masyadong pinapansin dahil nakakadistract talaga pag naiisip ko siya. Hindi ako makapagfocus at kung anu-ano na ang pumapasok sa utak ko. 


Kaya ngayon palagi ko na lang nireremind ang sarili ko na the relationship ended 5 months ago pa. SO BREAK NA SILA~ Kaya dapat wala na akong pinoproblema pa. Pilit ko na lang siyang iniintindi... Na tao at lalaki din siya at naghahanap din ng kalinga ng babae. PERO SANA NAMAN HUWAG NIYANG ITAGO~ DIBA?! Masakit eh.


After ng mga issues about Leader's love life eto na naman ang mga echoserang palaka na nagrelease ng news na magcocomeback daw ang SS501 sa December 2011. Ang saya-saya ko naman nung nalaman ko at parang nawala na din ang tampo ko sa Alien... After a day nalaman ko na lang na hindi pala totoo ang news. GAWA-GAWA LANG NG MGA TAONG WALANG MAGAWA SA BUHAY. Nakakainis lang. Gusto ko silang sampalin ng paulit-ulit para matauhan na hindi dapat pinaglalaruan ang feelings ng mga fans.


Kakabit naman ng comeback rumor ang mga issue rin ng mga HYUN JOONG BIASED FANS na bitter sa ibang members ng SS501... Ayaw na daw nila ng comeback, gusto nila magsolo na lang daw si Leader dahil maganda naman ang naging career niya kahit wala yung apat. At ang mga palakang to ginawa pa talagang kontrabida sila Hyung Jun at Jung Min sa buhay ni Kim Hyun Joong... Eh kung imudmod ko kaya sa semento yang mga nguso nila!!! Apparently, hindi nila kilala si Leader, gaya nga nung sinabi sa akin ng isang TS, si Baek Seung Jo at si Yoon Ji Hoo lang ang kilala nila. Parte na ng buhay ni Kim Hyun Joong ang SS501 at bakit ayaw naman nilang magcomeback ang grupo? Eh ito nga yung inaasam-asam ni Leader. Noon pa man gusto niyang sabay-sabay silang limang magstrive to become superstars. Ang isa pang masakit eh binabash nila ang ibang members na parang hindi sila kilala ni Leader, eh mga kapatid na ang turing nila sa isa't-isa. Di ba nila naiisip na masasaktan ang pinakamamahal nilang Hyun Joong pag nalaman nito ang mga masasakit na mga salitang binabato nila sa ibang members?? NAKAKAASAR LANG! Gustong-gusto ko na talaga silang patulan pero NO!!! Hindi ako bababa sa level nila. Hindi ako pumapatol sa mga taong hindi nakaka-intindi. Kaya binubuhos ko na lang dito ang mga hinanakit ko...


May isa pa! Ang ibang TS nakikipag-away na din sa ibang TS na nagbabash sa ibang members. Kasi naman tong mga bruhang to ang lalakas ng loob tawaging Triple S ang mga sarili nila pero di naman nila kilala ang SS501. Talagang binabash pa nila ang mga members, Kaya yun, sumabog na ang ibang TS at pumatol na talaga.. Hindi lang yun, may mga TS din na nakikipag-away sa ibang FC... TSK. TSK. TSK.


Di ba nila naiisip na nasasaktan na ang mga boys namin pag nagkakaganyan sila. Si Kim Hyun Joong na mismo nagsabi na nasasaktan siya at umiiyak pag nakikita niyang nag-aaway ang mga fans at wala siyang magawa. Kaya nga ako, di na sumasali sa kanila... Ayokong saktan si Leader, siyempre kahit may tampo ako sa kanya nagmamalasakit pa rin naman ako sa kanya...


At eto ang dahilan kung bakit unti-unti ng nawawala ang tampo ko sa kanya... Nagawa ko pa ngang magcompose ng poem for him eh~ HAHA...


That would be all... THANK YOU VERY MUCH!


My peom for Leader on my next post...

PLEASE (JEBAL)

Hindi ko pala napost tong video na to dati!!! >.< Nakalimutan ko... 

This is the official music video of Kim Hyun Joong's Please~ LOTS OF BED SCENES >.< Kaya di ko masyado feel. HAHA! But the song, it's really catchy... I like it! Yung girlaloo, sobrang nakarami yan kay Leader. Kung di ko pa nakita yung behind the scenes ng making nitong MV na to di ko pa malalaman na may halikan palang naganap! >.<

So eto na, watch niyo na lang!!!

Hatred

Sometimes I really feel like hating someone but I am just stopping myself from doing so. I can’t afford to have enemies, I’m a good person ya’know. But these people are just getting into my nerves. I just want to yell at them and ask them “WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU???” But I just don’t have the guts. Sometimes I hate… No, hate isn’t the right word but annoyed, YES! I am annoyed with myself for being so nice that I can’t even tell them what I don’t like about them. They’re so irritating and I AM SICK OF IT. FUCKING SICK OF IT!!!! I am so mad!!! These people deserve to know what’s wrong about them but I can’t be the person to tell them that. They have to find it out. They have to discover what’s bad about them. They have to face the mirror once in a while and ask themselves what’s wrong with them. Yes, they have to do that. They must not wait anyone to tell them the problem about them because no one in his/her circle of friends nor in this society has the fucking guts to tell them that freaking stuff!!!! AAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!

GOD, FORGIVE ME!

Crush? No, It's Love

These are the five guys who stole my heart.

Look at them, they're so adorable right?

People often ask me "Why them?", "Why do you love them?"

And I always ask that to myself too.

What's the quality that they have to be loved like this?

Honestly, I don't know... I mean, when I'm asked

what I love about them it's just so hard what to answer

and how to explain because it's just unexplainable.

Yeah, it is.

And if I'd tell you it would probably take days before

I finish. Haha~ Seriously.

It's my first time to act like this towards celebrities...

And I'd tell you tidbits why I love them...

Tidbits only because it's really hard to explain

why I love them...

Kim Hyung Jun, the baby of the group is the cutest.

He is so adorable and one of the most handsome person I know.

He can be funny and will leave you LOLing for a while.

Kim Kyu Jong, he is one of the nicest person I know.

He never fails to show us, Triple S, how he loves us.

He would always do something/everything to make us happy.

He can be charming too~ 

Heo Young Saeng, he has an angel's voice.

One of the bests that I've ever heard.

He's so cute when he shows aegyo. Trust me!

He has one of the most powerful charisma ever. Beware~

Park Jung Min, the best in fan service.

He's like the mom of the group and acts like a leader too.

He might be feminine sometimes but I tell you, he'll

leave you breathless if you'd see him being so hot.

He can be the funniest too.

If Hyun Joong isn't a part of SS501, he'd probably my

bias right now.

And this is the guy I love the most among the five of them.

Kim Hyun Joong, the best leader I know.

Yes, because he has risked and sacrificed things to save the group.

He can be as hot as hell... Beware~ 

He's also one of the most intelligent person 

I know but can be ignorant at the same time.

He can also leave you rolling on the floor laughing

your ass off~ Haha.

And if you'd ask me "Why do you think they're

the best group in the world?"

I'd simply answer "Because they're SS501."

Because it's really hard to explain, like what

I've said... Love is unexplainable.

Yes, I call this love...

It's been more than 2 years, 

2 freakin' years, and I'm still into them.

A Psychologist once said,

"Crush only lasts a few months and if

years had already passed by and you're still

into that person then it's probably love."

And if I'm in love with someone/5 people~

I talk too much about them,

I'd think a lot about them.

And because they're celebs you can't

stop me from posting their faces on my wall.

Buying their albums, listening to their musics

 and following them on Twitter.

I don't consider that obsession.(period)