Sunday, June 19, 2011

Hatred

Sometimes I really feel like hating someone but I am just stopping myself from doing so. I can’t afford to have enemies, I’m a good person ya’know. But these people are just getting into my nerves. I just want to yell at them and ask them “WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU???” But I just don’t have the guts. Sometimes I hate… No, hate isn’t the right word but annoyed, YES! I am annoyed with myself for being so nice that I can’t even tell them what I don’t like about them. They’re so irritating and I AM SICK OF IT. FUCKING SICK OF IT!!!! I am so mad!!! These people deserve to know what’s wrong about them but I can’t be the person to tell them that. They have to find it out. They have to discover what’s bad about them. They have to face the mirror once in a while and ask themselves what’s wrong with them. Yes, they have to do that. They must not wait anyone to tell them the problem about them because no one in his/her circle of friends nor in this society has the fucking guts to tell them that freaking stuff!!!! AAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!

GOD, FORGIVE ME!

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Crush? No, It's Love


These are the five guys who stole my heart.
Look at them, they're so adorable right?
People often ask me "Why them?", "Why do you love them?"
And I always ask that to myself too.
What's the quality that they have to be loved like this?

Honestly, I don't know... I mean, when I'm asked
what I love about them it's just so hard what to answer
and how to explain because it's just unexplainable.
Yeah, it is.

And if I'd tell you it would probably take days before
I finish. Haha~ Seriously.

It's my first time to act like this towards celebrities...
And I'd tell you tidbits why I love them...
Tidbits only because it's really hard to explain
why I love them...


Kim Hyung Jun, the baby of the group is the cutest.
He is so adorable and one of the most handsome person I know.
He can be funny and will leave you LOLing for a while.


Kim Kyu Jong, he is one of the nicest person I know.
He never fails to show us, Triple S, how he loves us.
He would always do something/everything to make us happy.
He can be charming too~ 


Heo Young Saeng, he has an angel's voice.
One of the bests that I've ever heard.
He's so cute when he shows aegyo. Trust me!
He has one of the most powerful charisma ever. Beware~


Park Jung Min, the best in fan service.
He's like the mom of the group and acts like a leader too.
He might be feminine sometimes but I tell you, he'll
leave you breathless if you'd see him being so hot.
He can be the funniest too.
If Hyun Joong isn't a part of SS501, he'd probably my
bias right now.


And this is the guy I love the most among the five of them.
Kim Hyun Joong, the best leader I know.
Yes, because he has risked and sacrificed things to save the group.
He can be as hot as hell... Beware~ 
He's also one of the most intelligent person 
I know but can be ignorant at the same time.
He can also leave you rolling on the floor laughing
your ass off~ Haha.

And if you'd ask me "Why do you think they're
the best group in the world?"

I'd simply answer "Because they're SS501."

Because it's really hard to explain, like what
I've said... Love is unexplainable.

Yes, I call this love...
It's been more than 2 years, 
2 freakin' years, and I'm still into them.

A Psychologist once said,
"Crush only lasts a few months and if
years had already passed by and you're still
into that person then it's probably love."

And if I'm in love with someone/5 people~
I talk too much about them,
I'd think a lot about them.
And because they're celebs you can't
stop me from posting their faces on my wall.
Buying their albums, listening to their musics
 and following them on Twitter.
I don't consider that obsession.(period)

Coldie~

I miss reading Coldie's blog. One reason why I made this blog of mine is because of him. I made this so I'd be updated every time he updates his blog and also to post comments to each of his entries. And now, it's been like 2 months since he last posted something. It's been his longest hiatus ever... I am worried about him, did something happened to him, did he met an accident and was in coma or did he die. Oh no! What am I thinking. Oh well, I just miss his blogs about things in life because I've learned so much by reading his entries. I also miss his humor... *sigh* Well, maybe his reason of making his blog is to be able for him to, somehow, release the things that he is hiding to people. And now that he is free for he had finally told everyone about his real identity maybe he can't find any more reasons to update his blog because he can now tell to his friends and to other people in his life the things that he's been telling us, strangers. 

That's all, thank you... *bow*