Merry Christmas To My Colds

Wow, its been a while… Anyway, how was your Christmas?

My Christmas was a disappointment, but not a big one. I thought this Christmas would be happier and different from the past but it was just as boring as before. Although I’m with my family, plus my grandma, uncles, aunts and cousins, still something seemed to be missing. I thought it was the food, maybe because they forgot to buy ham and keso de bola, but its not. Though we just had roasted chicken, spaghetti and ice cream it satisfied my appetite but it’s definitely not enough to make my Christmas a perfect one or maybe just a memorable one, well I think it’s memorable ‘cause it was my first time to spend the Christmas with COLDS. Thanks to my colds??? I miss those times when I was a kid, we would celebrate the Christmas like there’s no tomorrow. We would exchange gifts, play games and a lot more. But as time passes by and as we grow up that tradition of ours just disappeared.

The perfect Christmas for me? Simple. A family laughing together! Its just that this Christmas seemed to be so boring that I can’t find any reason to smile. But I did smile just a fake one.

That’s what I feel about my 2010 Christmas. I just hope *fingers crossed* and pray for my 2011 Christmas to be way better than this one.

Merry Christmas to you! ;) 

Airplanes

Kelan kaya ako ulit makakasakay ng eroplano??? Brrrrrr...

What I Want For Christmas

There are lots of things that I want for Christmas, actually I want everything for Christmas. If only Santa was that generous to give me anything I want I would ask for everything under the sun! Oh-kay, I’m being greedy.

Dear Santa,

My Christmas list:

1. A new backpack.

2. New clothes.

3. A new pair of shoes and flip-flops.

4. New phone.

5. IPOD!!!

6. A new laptop perhaps.

7. A new wrist watch

8. A white Christmas experience……… In Korea ;)

9. SS501

10. KIM HYUN JOONG

11. TAYLOR SWIFT

Too much?! Okay, forget the numbers 1 to 7! I want the numbers 8 to 11 so bad… If it’s still too much, forget the number 8… But don’t ever forget the number 9 to 11. That’s all I want for Christmas!

Love,

Smo

Lord,

Please help Santa to give me what I want for Christmas! PLEASE!!!

Amen.

Idol Ko Si COLDIE ;)

I got bored last night, I saw the camera and I suddenly thought of taking pictures... Because "Idol Ko Si Coldie ;)", and here are my shots!

My toenail!

I told you, idol ko si Coldie! LOL

Here's a shot of my face, sorry my hand is shaky

and my camera isn't that good.

;)

The product of BOREDOM!

Happy Birthday To Me (12/02/10)

I’m turning a year older! *sigh*

I am thankful for another year of existence.

I am thankful that I’ve learned and experienced a lot in my previous year of living.

As I turn a year older I look forward for more challenges.

More challenge, more exciting.

That’s how I play the game of life.

I should expect the unexpected problems I may encounter in my journey.

These struggles will definitely make me stronger.

These will make me invulnerable from the storms that life may offer.

I wish to face this new chapter of my life with faith and full of hope.

Hope to continue strive for excellence… That will lead me to SUCCESS.

  

Thank you LORD! You are so good.

This is the first time ever that my family is not around in my birthday! I can feel the sadness inside but I'm trying to distract myself! I have to be happy, it's my birthday! But yeah, I'm happy, today is extraordinary. I still wish my family was here to share this happy and special day with my me though... But still, THANK YOU LORD!

It Hurts

Can't get this song out of my head. Especially the "Neomu appa appa appa" part.

2NE1

It Hurts lyrics

[CL] Naega jun sinbareul singo keunyeowa gireul geolgo

Amureohji anhge keunyeowa kiss hago

Naega jun hyangsu ppurigo keunyeoreul pume ango

Nawa haetdeon keu yaksuk ddo dasi hagetjyo

[Minzy] Urin imi neujeotnabwayo

Uri sarang kketnan geongayo

Amu marirado jom naege haejwoyo oh oh oh

Uri jeongmal saranghaetjanha

Dwi dolrilsun eoptneun geongayo

[Dara] Oneul bam namani apayo

[Bom] Pyeonhaetni ne mamsoge

Ije nan deo isang eoptneun geoni

Nan neol neol saenggakhamyeon

Neomu appa appa appa

[Minzy] Amugeotdo anirandeut

Nae neunmul barabogo

Taeyeonhage mareul ddo ieogago

[CL] Aniran mal mothagetdago

Keu eoddeon miryeondo huhoedo jeonyeo eoptdago

Janinhage marhaetjyo

[Bom] Urin imi neujeun geogayo

Uri sarang kkeutnan geongayo

Geojitmarirado jom anirago haejwoyo

Ijen deo jarhal su itneunde

Dasi mannal suneun eoptjiman

[Dara] Oneul bam namani apayo

[CL] Pyeonhaetni ne mamsoge

Ije nan deo isang eoptneun geoni

Nan neol neol saenggakhamyeon

Neomu appa appa appa

[Minzy] Deo isang yejeonui nega aniya

[CL] Naega saranghan neowa jigeume nega neomudo dalrasseo

[Dara] Keujeo meonghani

Meoleojineun neol barabogoman seoseo eoreosseo

[Bom] No way, I can't recognize

You're not mine anymore

[Dara] Pyeonhaeya haetni? doraol sun eoptni?

Kkok pyeonhaeya haetni? dorawajul sun eoptni?

Pyeonhaeya haetni?doraol sun eoptni?

Wae pyeonhaeya hani? gyesok saranghal sun eopni?

[Bom] Oh, kkeuchin geoni ne mamsoge

Ije nan deo isang eoptneun geoni

Nan neol neol saenggakhamyeon

[Minzy] Neomu appa appa appa

Appa appa

[CL] Appa appa

Nagtitipid?...HINDI! Nagdadiet.

I’m planning to starve myself for a week. Hindi naman yung hindi talaga ako kakain. Siyempre di pwede yun. Mamamatay ako nun. But I wanted to eat less for this week. SKIP MEALS if possible. Ignore the call of my stomach as much as I can.

Reason?

NAGTITIPID! Kuripot kasi. LOL

In other words…DIET! Char!

- Wag naman sana masira tiyan ko.

Don’t Judge a Book by its Cover

The girl they thought was the nicest isn’t actually nice at all. Well, I’m not saying that she’s bad, she’s just not that nice. Everyone thought she was an angel sent from above but the truth is all this time she's wearing a mask to hide her dirty little secrets.

Warning: Don’t be fooled by people hiding their horns behind their halos.

ONE Night Only

Last night was incredibly awesome! Yeah! Haha. Ang saya! SOBRA! Me and my cousins went to a free concert of Gloc 9, Sandwich, Kamikazee and Parokya ni Edgar.

We came late kaya hindi na naming naabutan si Gloc 9. Sobrang daming tao and we can’t afford na makipagsiksikan lalo na’t maraming naninigarilyo, hindi kami makahinga. We stood afar from the stage and sa big screen na lang kami nanonood. Hindi naman ako makuntento kasi what’s the point of watching them perform live if you only see them on the big screen. So nag-isip talaga ako ng paraan kung pano makapasok sa VIP section, doon mismo sa stage. When I checked out what’s happening behind the backstage I noticed na may sasakyan and andaming security na nakapalibot sa car so nacurious ako then naisip ko siguro aalis na ang Sandwich since tapos na silang magperform, me and my cousins waited patiently kung anong mangyayari. Then after a while bumaba na nga ng backstage ang Sandwich and sumakay na ng van. I took a picture of Raymond Marasigan of Sandwich, not only once, not even twice but thrice. Too bad hindi ako nakapagpapicture kasama siya, wala na kasing chance kasi sobrang higpit ng mga security.

After that naghintay ulit kami kung may darating pa. Sobrang tagal naming naghintay, hindi na nga namin pinanood yung performance ng Kamikazee. A van arrived, as in hindi ko inisip na bababa dun ang Parokya band kasi wala namang kahit isang security and nandun. So bumaba na yung members ng band at hindi ko sila nakilala, haha, as in wala akong kaalam-alam na sila na pala yun, as in sobrang simple lang nila, then my cousin said “Si Chito oh!” so nung tiningnan ko yung guy na nakabaseball cap and nakajacket sabi ko sa sarili ko “Si Chito nga.” So I held his arms and asked him “Chito pwedeng papicture?” He answered “Ah, okay.” Inabot ko ang camera sa pinsan ko and she just ignored it and ran beside Chito, inabot ko ulit ang camera sa isa ko pang pinsan and she did the same thing. So inabot ko na lang yung camera sa nakatayo sa harap naming na hindi ko naman kilala, wala pa rin. Hanggang sa kinuha na lang ng pinsan ko kasi baka naiinip na si Chito kasi ang tagal. So nakapagpapicture na kami, biglang dumating yung isang bruhildang babae at bigla na lang kaming tinalakan “Hindi dapat pwede yan eh. Hanggang bamboo lang dapat kayo!!! Blah, blah, blah…” LOL. Tawang-tawa ako kasi kung kelan tapos na kaming magpapicture dun pa siya nagalit. Ano pang magagawa niya eh nangyari na? At ang tatanga din ng mga security guards kaya pati sila pinagalitan nung bruhildang yun.

Parang naka-inom kami ng sangkatutak na energy drink after namin magpapicture kay Chito, kaya lang hindi nasali sa picture yung isa kong pinsan, hindi na kami nagkasya eh.

We decided to stay behind the backstage. Pasulyap-sulyap na lang kami sa mga pangyayari sa performance ng Kamikazee hanggang sa natapos silang magperform. We waited their for so long kasi baka bababa na sa backstage ang Kamikazee kaya lang nung nag-umpisa ng magperform ang Parokya band Chito said na makikijam pa daw si Jay (vocalist of Kamikazee) sa kanila mamaya. So nag-isip na naman ako ng paraan para makapasok sa backstage. Ilang beses ako pabalik-balik dun sa entrance ng mga VIPs para magmakaawang papasukin ako. Haha! Yes, gagawin ko talaga lahat, di ako makuntento eh. After the third song of Parokya ni Edgar sinubukan ko ulit na magmakaawa dun sa guard na nagbabantay sa VIP entrance and LUCKILY PINAYAGAN NIYA AKONG PUMASOK, dali-dali akong pumunta malapit sa stage and hindi na ako mapakali so tinawag ko na yung dalawa kong pinsan na naiwan sa baba, then nung sinubukan nilang pumasok sa ayaw silang papasukin, iba na kasi yung guard na nagbabantay. So what I did is…(patawarin nawa ako ng Panginoong Diyos) I pretended to be a VIP and sinabi ko sa guard na kasama ko sila, he asked if nagbigay na daw ba kami ng tickets kanina then I said…YES (kahit wala). Then he hesitantly let them in. Wah! Ang saya, tumungo agad kami sa stage, YES! Doon mismo sa stage where the Parokya band is performing LIVE! 

Abot kamay ko na sila. Sobrang naging busy ako kakapicture sa kanila. I even called Buhawi (Parokya ni Edgar guitarist) and he smiled at me, sayang di ko nakunan. He looked so cool onstage. 

Super party, party na kami sa stage. Jay and Chito performed together and after their song I followed where Jay was heading, ayun natagpuan ko din siya and I took a picture of us. Nakakatuwa si Jay sobra. He’s so cool, I even shook his hand.

The last song the Parokya band sang is the song that they collaborated with the Kamikazee band, so as expected magkasama silang magperform. It was my first time to see the Parokya ni Edgar and Kamikazee perform together LIVE! I danced, I shouted and I sang along. Wala na nga akong pakialam kahit pinagtitinginan na nila ako. All I know is I’m standing in one stage with PAROKYA NI EDGAR BAND AND KAMIKAZEE BAND PERFORMING CARZILY! That was just AWESOME!

After the performance nagpanic na lahat sa backstage, securities, crew, production staff and etc. Kasi bakit andami na daw tao sa stage. Pero nakalusot pa rin ako, (ang galing ko) I took a picture with a Chito Miranda soaked in sweat after performing. I even touched his wet shirt but I quickly wiped my hands. HEHE! Then tuluyan ng naharangan ng mga security ang area kung saan ang members ng dalawang banda. But I didn’t lose hope for I desperately want to take a picture with Buhawi. I called his name and he rapidly responded. I said “Buwi, papicture!” Agad siyang lumapit sa akin and he even offered to take the picture himself, he’s so nice. Siguro naalala niya ako nung tinawag ko siya while he’s performing onstage. We’re both holding the camera and game na game siyang magpapicture-picture kahit may table na nakaharang between us but it only captured half of his face kaya inulit ko but that time pinsan ko na yung kumuha ng picture. He was so NICE! (sorry I can't show the pictures)

Sa kagustuhan kong makapasok dun sa area na yun pinagkasya ko ang sarili ko sa maliit na daanan between the cooling fan and the wall separating the stage to the backstage. Then pagpasok ko nagkagulo ulit yung mga security. Haha! Tawang-tawa na naman ako. Then gusto kong papasuking yung pinsan ko sa loob kasi di pa siya nakapagpapicture kay Chito Miranda so pinunit ko yung wall made of tarpaulin and pinaki-usapan yung security to let them in, pumayag na sana yung guard kaso nahuli siya kaya hindi sila nakapasok and nawala na si Chito. 

Despite of my cousin who was not able to take a picture with Chito we’re still happy! Ha-Ha-Ha!

Nung bumaba na kami sa backstage sobrang nilakasan ko yung tawa ko para ipakita dun sa mga guard na humarang sa akin kanina na NAKAPASOK AKO! LOL.

We tried to follow the bands sa hotel kaso di namin alam kung saang hotel sila nagcheck in kaya nagcoffee na lang kami. That was already 2:30 AM. We stayed at the coffee shop for another 3 hours. We were the only costumer there. Nakatulog pa nga pinsan ko dun eh. We ate. We drank. We took pictures. We watched… POPS IN SEOUL (a Korean show)! Yeah! And before the show ended they showed a music video featuring KIM HYUN JOONG! It faded my weariness away.

At 5 AM we decided to go home and sleep.

THAT WAS MEMORABLE...

~END :)

Friends

Am I happy with my friends?

I DON’T KNOW… Let me think about it…

There are times when I’m with them that I don’t want to end. But there are also moments which I wish I wasn’t there. What makes me happy with them? Laughter! I’ve lots of friends but only few are real. I’m not an idiot! I know if a person accepts me for who I am and if a person only accepts me for what I am and what I have. But it’s too nice of me that I just let them take me for granted. But also, I have my limitations. I can’t just push myself into the limit and do whatever they want me to do. I’m not a robot! Before, I’m scared to refuse to them because they might say something about me but now I just learned how to.

I miss my friends. My old friends… They know me better, they understand me and we get along really really well. No awkward and dull moments. We have a lot in common. We love to hang out in the bookstores and stay there for the entire day and just have a break when our stomach starts to growl. We all love to read, watch movies and eat at our favorite Chinese restaurant (because they have lots of cute waiters, LOL). I’m really having so much fun when I’m with them. They are a part of me, I won’t be who I am right now if it’s not because of them. They helped me know myself. Urgggh! I just wanna hang out with them again so bad!

They may not be beside me right now but I’m still thankful that they’re just a text away. AND! I’ve met new people and built friendship with them, REAL friendship (I hope so! *fingers crossed*). I’m the nicest friend anyone could have! (trust me) IF THEY NEED MY HELP I’D BE WILLING TO HELP THEM. That’s one of my best assets, being so helpful. But again, don’t take me for granted… Whenever I start to feel that everyone’s just being dependent on me, I start to give myself a rest and refuse to everybody! Of course they must learn how to do things on their own. Right???

But really, I am grateful to have these new friends of mine. We may not be together all the time but still I love them! I love being with them all the time, that’s why even though we don’t see each other that often anymore we still find time to hang out and at least talk to each other. I just hope our friendship won’t end just because of the lack of time together.

Am I happy with my friends?

Yes.

-Have a nice life everybody! :)

(Photos courtesy of Google.com)

I'm Still A Swiftie

The previous night I dreamed about Taylor Swift, ewan, nagparamdam lang siguro, nagtampo dahil di ko na siya pinapansin. Its my third time to dream about her, the first and the second halos ayaw ko ng gumising and sobrang excited ako ikuwento sa mga friends ko. Ikinuwento ko sa halos lahat. Ikaw ba naman maging pinsan mo si Taylor Swift. Ang saya ko lang kasi kahit sa panaginip naging cousin ko siya then super close daw naming and she told me lots of stuffs. Though I know in reality its so impossible. Pero malay natin, ampon lang pala ako ng parents ko then my real parents are Taylor’s too. LOL. *baliw lang*

   

My last dream about Taylor parang totoo kasi dun talagang hamak na fan lang ako and Taylor is Taylor. Nagkaroon daw ako ng chance maging VIP sa ‘meet and greet’ niya kasi I purchased enough products from ‘National Bookstore’ (yes, may ‘National Bookstore’ dun sa panaginip ko) to avail a VIP ticket for her ‘meet and greet’. Pero di ko akalain na yung ‘meet and greet’ eh magiging ‘super hang out with Taylor Swift’. Nakapasok ako sa tinutuluyan niya, pumunta siya sa bahay namin, kinain niya ang kahit anong ipakain namin sa kanya, then tini-tweet niya lahat ng ginagawa naming at mawawala ba naman ang picture-picture? Ang saya niyang kasama. Sobra. So, kinuha ko lahat ng TaySwift collectibles ko sa loob ng bahay, paglabas ko wala na siya. Talagang hinabol ko sa hanggang sa kalsada dala-dala ko lahat ng collectibles, magazines, mug, t-shirt, pictures and posters. Sa kasamaang palad bigla na lang siyang naglaho. Hindi ko na siya nakita, halos mawalan ako ng boses sa sobrang iyak ko at sa kakasigaw ng pangalan niya dahil di ko man lang nakuha yung signature niya. *sigh*

Then, nagising na ako…

Hindi ko alam kung anong ibig sabihin ng panaginip kong yun. Pero siguro nga nagpaparamdam si Taylor Swift (multo??!!). Kasi nung high school ako as in siya ang ultimate fandom ko. Every computer class ipinagpapaliban ko yung mga laboratory works namin dahil busy ako kakasearch ng mga latest about kay Taylor, busy ako kakatweet sa kanya, busy ako kakasign up sa halos lahat ng fansite niya, busy ako kakacollect ng mga pictures niya and talagang binabalik-balikan ko yung mga for sale Taylor collectibles sa web site niya. Halos bilhin ko lahat ng magazines na siya ang cover o di kaya kahit special feature lang siya. Kahit nga di ko type yung magazine basta siya ang cover binibili ko at kung wala naman akong budget ipinapareserve ko (close na kasi kami ng cashier dun sa bookstore kasi halos every week andun ako, yun nga yung favorite place to hang out namin ng mga friends ko). Marami din akong posters niya. Halos every corner of my room may mukha niya. Then nung Christmas party namin, talagang alam na alam ng mga classmates ko kung ano yung ireregalo sa akin. I received a mug with Taylor’s face on it! Super napasigaw ako sa tuwa. Ang di ko lang maafford eh yung mga album niya. Wala! Di ko kinayang pag-ipunan eh. Kahit ilang beses kong balik-balikan sa music store wala pa rin akong pambili. Wala naman akong trabaho, talagang umaasa lang ako sa allowance na binibigay ng parents ko. Eh ako naman sobrang magastos pagdating sa mga bagay-bagay kaya hindi ko kinayang mag-ipon para sa album niya. Ganun ako kabaliw kay Taylor NOON.

Now, halos makalimutan ko na siya kasi nga may bago na akong fandom pero palagi ko namang pinapaalala sa sarili ko na she was once a part of me, that she was once my inspiration and that she was the one who showed me things that I never saw before and that’s because of her and her songs. Kaya sabi ko di ko siya dapat kalimutan ng ganun na lang. Just because I found someone else kakalimutan ko na siya? NO! Once a SWIFTIE always a SWIFTIE, I will always be her… (I won’t say number one fan because I know there are a lot of Swiftie that are more deserving with that title than I do) big FAN!

         



My Craziness

Let me tell you about this Korean boy band that I really love. The...

  
The DOUBLE-S-FIVE-OH-ONE (SS501) not S-S-FIVE-ZERO-ONE. I'm so crazy about them and yes Ji Hoo is part of that group, he's the leader actually and FYI his real name is KIM HYUN JOONG not KIM HYUNG JOONG. (Clockwise from the leader) Next is KIM HYUNG JUN (the youngest), HEO YOUNG SAENG, KIM KYU JONG and PARK JUNG MIN. 


They are the reason why I wanted to go to Korea so bad. As in ngayon na! But of course I just can't leave my studies and besides I still don't have sufficient savings to afford my trip to Korea. That's why I've nothing to do but wait. 

My favorite of all the members is Kim Hyun Joong, I'm used to calling him 'my leader' or just 'leader'. I first saw him in 'Boys Over Flowers' and I did't like him. My F4 crush is actually Gu Jun Pyo (Lee Min Ho) and my least liked F4 member is Yun Ji Hoo (Kim Hyun Joong). I don't know the reason why I did't like him. But then right after my cousin shared some SS501 videos and songs I started to think that they're actually good. I started to like Kim Hyun Joong, or should I say love him. Haha! I first saw their 'Thanks For Waking Me Up' show, it was so funny that I started to copy their every single show that my cousin downloaded. That's why I have to say that if it wasn't because of my dear cousin I won't even know who these people are. *thankful* 


There are people asking why I love him so much, he's not even that handsome. My answer: Once you look beyond the looks you'll know why, and duh! Are you blind or something? There might be guys that are way more handsome than him but to say that he's 'not even that handsome' is so stupid. He's so good-looking and gorgeous. Leader is so romantic and sweet, he may not be that expressive but still, at some point, he shows what he feels about you, he'll surely leave you speechless. He's smart too, very intelligent, full of ideas and what I like most about him is he's very funny! Funnier than you think. Once he cracked a joke it'll leave you laughing your ass off. Once he laughed it'll be hard for you not to laugh too. He laughs like there's no tomorrow (like me). We both love laughing and making everyone around us happy. Leader has this 4D personality (he's very spontaneous, he's frank and honest but tells it in a funny way and he's also clever in a creative approach). He does things that are not usual, things that only him can do. Sometimes people even say that there's nothing Leader can't do except for holding a bug in his hands. Lol. He's so scared of bugs like dragonflies and etc. He hates sharp objects and he's not that into beaches because he's scared of sharks. That's Leader. Very adorable. I can say that Leader changed my life. He's the reason why I got so interested to KPOP right now, of course if you like someone you'll be eager to know everything about that person.


Ah ewan. Basta baliw na baliw ako sa kanila. Minsan nga ako na mismo pumipigil sa sarili ko kasi ang hirap na huminto once nasimulan na. Ba't ba kasi nakakaadik tong mga to? Parang drugs lang eh. But there are advantages from this craziness, whenever I feel sad or down isang tingin ko lang sa mga pictures nila kung saan nakangiti sila napapangiti na agad ako. And they also serve as an inspiration. Minsan tinatamad akong mag-aral tapos makikita ko picture nila then mapapaisip na lang ako na kung di ako mag-aaral, di ako agad matatapos, at pag di ako agad makatapos, di rin ako agad makakahanap ng trabaho, di ako makaka-ipon ng pang Korea ko, di ko sila makikita. *sigh* So nagkaka-energy ako mag-aral! LOL

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Ngiti

Nabasa ni Mr. Coldman ang blog ko and he replied on my comment sa post niya.

sobrang napaligaya mo ako sa post mo (hindi pala ako makapag comment sa blog mo)Salamat naman at naaaliw ka sakin. Pakabait ka (kasi pinagpapala ang mga mababait) pinagpapala ng semento. lol. 

Masaya lang, bakit ba? Haha. At least nalaman niya kung gaano niya ako nainspire. Just like when you tweet someone you follow on twitter and she received the message you sent. Knowing that person knew how she inspires you is enough reason to be happy. *I'm talking about Taylor Swift, I'm such a big fan*


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Starting Over

I've been a blogger since last year kaso nawalan ako ng time para iupdate palagi yung blog ko and napagod lang talaga ako kasi I find it very complicated. Last week nabasa ko yung blog ni Coldman sa notes of one of my friends sa Facebook and he really made sense. So what I did is pumunta ako sa blog niya and I found out everything about him. He inspired me, mga words of wisdom niya talagang nagmamarka sa utak ko. Pwedeng-pwede na nga magretire si Bob Ong eh. Hehe. Hindi ko alam pero parang nakakarelate ako sa mga confessions niya, di naman ako gay or something pero siguro dahil masikreto akong tao and may something deep inside of me na gusto kong ilabas pero hindi ko mailabas because there are things and people around me na nagbibigay ng mga dahilan to just keep it to myself. 

Coldman also inspired me na magsikap pa sa buhay! Kasi parang na-iinggit ako sa dami ng lugar na napuntahan niya. Haha! Pero honestly I really want to be like him, yung patravel-travel na lang kasi marami ng pera. Hehe. He's also a very good photographer hanga ako sa galing niya. 

Because of the desire to communicate with Mr. Coldman, to tell him how he inspired me and how I admire him I wanted to start blogging again, ang problema nakalimutan ko na yung isang account ko kaya gumawa na lang ako ng bago.

I don't need readers and followers. This blog will work even without the people commenting on every blog that I post. Pero okay lang naman kung meron eh.. Hehe.. I just hope di na to matulad dun sa last blog ko.