I don't get why people expect too much from me. They strongly believe in my capacity while I don't. People around me are pushing me to do this and that because according to them I am good. But why don't I find myself good enough to do such things? I seldom get satisfied with my performance, no matter how hard I try. That's why I lost confidence with myself. And, of course, I don't want to disappoint other people and myself. That's like one of my greatest fears. I'm so afraid I might fail. And I don't like people criticizing me.
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Should I start believing in myself again?
What if I just end up disappointing myself and the people who believe in me?
I'm scared.
I'm so scared.
I'm nervous.
~Smo~
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